SEP is like a enlightenment for me. This is miracle; including sadnees, happiness, and madness.

SEP always bring me opportunity. To know a lot of people in the 'real' world, to know how school work, to know the 'feeling' be a 'real' teacher, and to teach the 'real' students.

SEP makes me raising my anger and bring down my mood.  Handed back-and-forth and revised lesson plan, make-and-print pages-and-pages of assignment, coupled with student behavior that sometimes can not be set.

SEP bring me sadness when they did not understand what I say. Always feel that I am not a good 'teacher' when they got the wrong answer in their assignment, and see their face while shaking head and say "I don't understand"

But, SEP bring me happiness when teach some little-naughty-boys-girls called students. Scold them when they too loud to speak, checking their assignment, and help them whenever they call me "Miss" while raising their hand.

That's why SEP bring me a lot of desire to be a teacher, one day; because every time I observe how teacher teaching in that class, I believe I can do better than her/his teaching.